Archive for June, 2008

30
Jun
08

To the east of here – 300 for Monday

To the east of here are the mountains, and really all they do is distort the horizon. On second thought, they are like a plastic sheet, upon which rain has fallen, and which someone has lifted. The rain flows down the creases with increasing velocity. It’s rivulets double in velocity upon intersection. They become small streams and the streams become rivers. The mountains send rain that fell well over there, many miles away, send it cascading our direction. Too little and our crops crumble. To much and our dwellings drown.

To the east of here are the others, and really all they do is sing. Truly all they do is sing. Though, unlike the mountains streams, there is nothing to carry their song to our ears. Why they sing we don not know. Neither do we care. The others carry on their own life. And they never venture here.

To the east of here I travel, for I’ve nothing else to do.

Last year the rains were little, this year the howlers blew.

My crumbled crop is washed away, My liveliehood destroyed.

I’ve packed my things and said farewells, I’m off to see the world.

To the east of here I wander. Toward the songs of the others.

The songs of the others, I’ve only heard about.

I hope that they are musical, and better than a shout.

I hope to find some beauty in the lands that they inhabit.

I hope to find a place to live, and some food other than rabbit.

So…

To the east of here, with my future near, I set off for the mountains.

Where rivers begin, and songs don’t end.

Where the others lie in waiting.

Where I hope to find a home.

A wife.

A future.

All, to the east of here.

27
Jun
08

What to do today?

Show off Boulder to my friends.

and have BBQ at Hoss after.

:-)

27
Jun
08

Daisy, you have to not be on my Function key

I just said that out loud.

I’m going to bed.

26
Jun
08

300 for Friday

I make it go, I lean in hard and dig deep.

I try to get beyond the wall.

and yet still i am stuck

What is it that makes me this way, why have I developed this fear?

can i even get there?

It’s been a long time since I even got this far.

I remember what it’s like though, the satisfaction of it, getting there, reaching the goal, finding the mountaintop… not for the mountaintops’ sake, but for the sake of the view from there. I mean, holy crap, that’s one hike that’s worth it.

and yet i sit here like a moron wondering if I can even do it again.

I know I can, I know I can, I know I sound like that freaking train.

One thing I do know though, that I must admit, is that I haven’t really done any big ones. I mean, I’ve thought about them, and I’ve even been so dumb as to try to embark upon a couple of timed ones. What a stupid idea, who races to the top of Everest? The top of Everest is not a race. At least it’s not a shotgun race. It may, in the end, be compared to that of the Tortoise and the Hare. But one cannot, cannot, cannot allow themselves to be caught in that. What one must be caught in is the simple fact that this is something that must be planned, nourished, trained and trained for, and most of all. MOST OF ALL. Most importantly above all importantlies. It is something that one must be dedicated to. D E D I C A T I O N. de-di-ˈkā-shən. Preferrebly definition number four, as put forth by the inimitable Merriam-Webster: self-sacrificing devotion.

It is what I must learn.

Dedication.

15
Jun
08

I’m Weird

sunshine can go away

I do prefer a cloudy day

or if the sun must shine in spades

I prefer tree leaf shades

12
Jun
08

New is old

The most recent interesting things in my life are a few days in the past, and I don’t really feel like taking the time to mentally re-hash them so as to turn them into quality blog writing. I’m seriously leaning toward some sort of pure-live-streamofconsciousness style of blogging. That being said, the Rox are about to have 1st pitch against the Giants and I’m off today so I’ma go watch it.

peace.

12
Jun
08

Fresh ‘n’ Funky

Fresh ‘n’ Funky

Digital Junky

Web Monkey?

Old Got Clunky,

New is Crunk(ey),

wikki-wikki.

Here Goes Nothing!

12
Jun
08

Let it begin again…

with words …
word’s I’ve used before…
yet words approached anew…
the water in my glass
distorts the outside world
no matter how full it is
i see what i wish
nothing more
nothing less
12
Jun
08

Hello world!

Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!

I think I’ll leave that there… it’s kinda funky in a good way.

Below you’ll find a compilation of everything I’ve blogged since April of ‘05 (when I started keeping blogs instead of deleting them), it is the digital history of me.